“Just about every day, I get hit by fear of a bad future,” I said.
“About what?” asked one of my spiritual elders.
“Not having enough money. Losing the place where my husband and I live,” I said.
“What do you want?”
“I want to feel safe,” I said.
Later, I reflected on this.
First, let’s start with this question:
What do you want?
One of my husband’s friends coaches clients to have better lives.
This coach said, “Many of us are preoccupied with ‘self-preservation.’”
In my conversation with one of my spiritual elders, this idea arose: “Which self are you trying to preserve?”
Is it the ego-self? The part that’s full of fear?
Is it the artist self? The part that’s all about expressing your thoughts and feelings?
Is it the divine self that the God and Goddess gave you?
I have shared on this blog before my direct experience of when I first met the God and the Goddess. In Their Presence, I felt Their total love and acceptance of me. That felt completely different from how I felt every day when I was 16 years old.
As I look back upon that moment, I realize that it was a revelation. That I was loved. It did not matter what my genetically related family members were like. I have a Spiritual Family.
I recall this quote:
We ask no Heaven, we fear no Hell,
Nor mourn our outcast lot,
Treading the mazes of a spell
By priests and men forgot.”
― Gerald B. Gardner, The Meaning of Witchcraft
We Wiccans can go beyond the “outcast lot.”
I am a 3rd Degree Wiccan Witch of the Gardnerian Tradition.
I realize that I can make an internal shift to my Divine Self. That’s my Essence as given to me by the God and Goddess, I do not have to fall into a “small self” that might want to be elsewhere.
“That perhaps is at the core of Wicca—it is a joyous union with nature. The earth is a manifestation of divine energy. Wicca’s temples are flower-splashed meadows, forests, beaches, and deserts. When a Wicca is outdoors, she or he is actually surrounded by sanctity.” – Scott Cunningham
So, when you look to preserve your Self … look to the “core of Wicca…as a joyful union with nature.”
“All who seek to know Me, know this… All your seeking and yearning will be in vain unless you understand the Mystery that if what you seek is not found within, you will never find it without.” – The Goddess speaking in The Charge of the Goddess, as written by Doreen Valiente
So, in the quest for “self-preservation,” we can make a shift to the God and Goddess—and the Essence that They put within you.
Your Essence is not the body that grows old.
Your Essence is not the approval of others.
Your Essence is not the fear of a bad future.
Instead…
Your Essence is the Certainty that You Are One with the God and Goddess.
Preserve your experience of that!
May these insights support your path.
Blessed Be,
Moonwater
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